The Mixed Feeling...

Scared to fall in love with someone...
But I am equally scared to loose that precious one...
This is the mixed feeling I have about him...
Should I tell him or live witout him...

He is not my life...
Because he taught me how to live without him...
He is not my heart...
Because my heart is stil alive without him...
But I feel the pain...
In every breathe I take...
I love him...
And that's my mistake...
Why do I have this mixed feelings about him..??
Should I tell him, or let him walk away...

He is neither my frnd nor the foe...
I love him a lot, that's all I know...
Whenever I am wit him, I forget the world around me...
But when he leaves, I miss him...
Why for him my heart cries...
Because he gives a damn to it...
I know he is not mine...
Then why did I meet him...
This is the mixed feelings I have for him...
Should I tell him, or say goodbye forever...

Today when my heart asks, for whom am I beating..??
My eyes asks, for whom am I crying..??
When he doesnt even care about you...
Why the hell you run behind him..??
This mixed feelings is making me a useless creature...
Should I tell him or act as a known stranger...

This mixed feelings makes me blind...
Don't know what to say and what to hide...
My heart and brain are not walking on the same road...
Confused and diffused is what I am right now... [:(]
Why this mixed feelings are taking the toll on me..??
Should I tell him or wipe the tear with the smile...

His name in my prayer will always be...
But whether I'l be in his life or not ,thats the mystery...
[:'(] [:'(]

...Chinky Sanghvi