loneliness...

We often come across a thought that says, "loneliness is the best gift when we give ourself but the worst pain when given by others..." and its true...Why do we expect people to understand us when they themselves are in confusions..?? Why they keep on reminding us that we need someone..?? Why the people whom we love more than ourselves, leave us alone..?? Such questions enters our mind when we are alone...

We live in the world where there are billion people around us, some are special and some are worthless...still we jus cant live without them...I am a good listener and today after hearing the veiws from my friends, family and loved ones, I realised that my defination is completely different from theirs...For me, loneliness is not the part of life but it has conquered my life and that too, completely...When I cry, they say you are a baby...When I laugh un-necessarialy, they say you are im-mature...When I am still like a statue, they say you are heart-less...They keep on judging me without knowing that they are indirectly hurting me...

When we talk to ourself, we often wonder,"am I thinking about the right thing..." we cry, we smile, we curse, we bless, we dance, we curl, we do loads but still we are alone but do we like to be alone..?? hmmm...confused, aren't I..?? lol...but this is the way life works...when we are in the middle of the deepest and greatest confusions, we find the best solutions...but again the question arises, should I or should I not...

so what we should do..?? forget worries and enjoy as if its the last moment of your life...be happy, feel the smile your wearing, touch the colours and give treat to your eyes...walk bare feet and feel the each cell in your body getting active...take time to fall in love with yourself...we should be living for ourself too...just start and end your days by saying to yourself the three most beautiful words of the universe " I LOVE YOU... "

...Chinky Sanghvi