The Mixed Feeling...

Scared to fall in love with someone...
But I am equally scared to loose that precious one...
This is the mixed feeling I have about him...
Should I tell him or live witout him...

He is not my life...
Because he taught me how to live without him...
He is not my heart...
Because my heart is stil alive without him...
But I feel the pain...
In every breathe I take...
I love him...
And that's my mistake...
Why do I have this mixed feelings about him..??
Should I tell him, or let him walk away...

He is neither my frnd nor the foe...
I love him a lot, that's all I know...
Whenever I am wit him, I forget the world around me...
But when he leaves, I miss him...
Why for him my heart cries...
Because he gives a damn to it...
I know he is not mine...
Then why did I meet him...
This is the mixed feelings I have for him...
Should I tell him, or say goodbye forever...

Today when my heart asks, for whom am I beating..??
My eyes asks, for whom am I crying..??
When he doesnt even care about you...
Why the hell you run behind him..??
This mixed feelings is making me a useless creature...
Should I tell him or act as a known stranger...

This mixed feelings makes me blind...
Don't know what to say and what to hide...
My heart and brain are not walking on the same road...
Confused and diffused is what I am right now... [:(]
Why this mixed feelings are taking the toll on me..??
Should I tell him or wipe the tear with the smile...

His name in my prayer will always be...
But whether I'l be in his life or not ,thats the mystery...
[:'(] [:'(]

...Chinky Sanghvi

The Lost...

Was living with the fear...
That I don't loose someone, who is my dear...
It was a nightmare that made me scared...
But when I opened my eyes,it had became d real fact...

Someone who was my best friend...
For whom I was still the darling princess...
Love was the only thing he showered me with...
And my happiness was his priority...

Those feet, where the heaven lies...
Those arms, where my world resides...
That smile which makes my day bright...
Those eyes which had the innocence of a child...

I miss your every gesture...
And I'll miss it, forever...

Today I sit alone...
At the place where I had seen you last...
With the hope that somewhere from the thin air you'll appear...
And say, " sweetheart, look I am here..."

But I know this is my fantasy...
You will never come back to me...
Why did you betray me..?? Is my question to you...
You'll have to answer this, I don't know how you'll do...

Feel like this is a dream and not the reality...
Because you know without you I can't live...
I cry profusely with the hope that it opens my eyes...
And see you back to life, back in my life...

Your absence is the biggest lost to me...
Come back soon, is my only plead...

:'( :'(
...Chinky Sanghvi

Is This Love...??

Entered into the age...
Where people find their soulmate...
When I see two beautiful love birds...
I asked myself, what is love...??

Some says, the bell rings in the heart...
While other says, they gives you the feeling of completion...
Friends says, they makes us feel special...
Mum says, it is something natural...
But I still wonder...
What is love...??

When their touch,erases our pain...
Their smile makes us insane...
Their presence is only thing we need...
Spending more time with them,is our greed...
But I still wonder...
Is this love...??

Those...
Words of comfort...
Tight hugs...
Beautiful conversations...
Love letters...
Long walks...
Silent talks...
Dancing in rain...
Smiling in pain...
Sweet arguements...
Flowers dat speaks thousand words...
And I still wonder...
Is this love...??

When he understands our unspoken words...
Wipes our falling tears...
Always there whenever we need them...
Holds you tight when we are in fear...
Looking at him I wonder...
Is this love...??

Their presence blooms the beautiful flowers in our heart...
Their smile illuminate lights in our eyes...
Suddenly the worst day becomes the most beautiful day in our life...
And it forces me to wonder...
Is it love...??

Then I feel its not love, its an infatuation...
That at this age, tends to happen...
Love is something which is priceless...
No language in dis world can express...

...Chinky Sanghvi